When you’re redirected …then what?

So apparently I’ve been redirected. Only, I’m lost.
This is not usual territory.
I don’t know how to navigate it. I don’t recognize anything. I don’t have a map. There’s no one working here, no one who can explain it to me. I am just wandering around.
I’m just trying different things.
I feel completely lost.
I mean, I’m not a stupid person.
I know how to do for myself, how to care for myself. I know how to succeed and do things in life and for myself. I mean, this is just …
I don’t see the point of it. I don’t see the end in sight. I don’t see.
I guess I have to trust.
I mean I know I chose to make this trip. But I don’t think it’s going the way I wanted it to.
What do I do?
So many emotions, so many things.
And I just, I just don’t know right now.
I have moments where I’m like, okay – I can do this. There are other people out here. They just don’t seem to be bothered by it all.
It’s perhaps entertainment for them?
I’m trying to find the entertainment in it, but I’m having a hard time.

emotionally unsettled

Every time I think I’m making good decisions for myself, I go through a period where I feel lost, unsure, uncertain. Things become upended, and my mind likes to twist it all about. I ruminate. I question too much. I have difficulty letting go.

If only I could just relax. Then I would see how, feel how …

Relaxing into it will bring me exactly what I am hoping for.

It’s the confusion, the upending, the twisting that is blocking me. I’m getting in my own way.

I have no reason to. It’s not like I developed this strategy out of a circumstance and I’ve had to abide – or else. Hence the being lost.

Do you meditate? I’ve trained myself to meditate when I’m in these periods. Meditation brings about clarity, and provides some not before realized insight that comes in pretty handy all of a sudden.

Do you know if you’re open to receiving information?

Observing the way you respond or react to things, and what people have to say (including that voice inside your own head) is one way to know. But then what?

Perhaps some energy healing and clearing to move you in the right direction. Maybe a conversation with someone to ask the harder questions than you’re willing to explore. Maybe let go of some of that tension around what’s upending you – and calm on down! Walk into a group of people who share your agenda, and try on some new ways for doing something.

What have you tried? What’s worked? What hasn’t? Why? What was going on in your world when you tried it last time?

Just becasue something didn’t work before, doesn’t mean it won’t work now. That attempt was a catalyst, and whether you realize it or not – you changed because of it. It could just be that you weren’t ready last time, and you are more likely to be ready this time. Perhaps it wasn’t the right fit for that time, but now –

Where are you on feeling lost? On a scale of 1 – 5, how does being lost make you moody and unsettled?

  1. mildly irritated
  2.  …
  3. becoming reactionary
  4.  …
  5. all consuming and ICKY!

Are you ready to try again?, to overcome feeling lost in your own skin and thoughts? Are you ready for change? Then have that conversation – with me. My mission is to help those struggling overcome that which is not necessary.  Schedule an exploration call


IMG_1692  I am an expert Quantum Healer, TRE® Certified Practitioner and Certified Eating Psychology Coach, able to update your state of being and assist you with Spiritual and Energetic Development using ancient, multi-dimensional healing and angelic energies, and Christ-consciousness-based practices. I powerfully guide you to a healthier, happier, more purposeful life. I am dedicated and passionate about helping you work with the dynamics of your self relationship and I believe this is the key to most Mind Body Spirit disease and illness.

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